Went to the creamatorium and watched the coffin being sent in .Grandmother 's funeral ends today, the last i seen of her bones and ashes.Her remains were placed beside grandpa 's one at old holland road.

My house feels so weird without grandma , she used to walked around every now and then , i could still imagine the shadow of her body that she casted whenever she's coming out of the corner ,now its so empty especially everytime i walked into my room all thats left is a walking stick.

The purpose of a funeral ,i felt from God is for us to realise the fragility of life , brings closer bonds & to always treasure the people around you.I guess i m gonna start doing this right now,i dont wanna regret when all's too late.

i am dead beat & too tired for other things.