Yesterday did not have time to blog when i reached home ,i had to rushed my RJ because i left class early today to collect "cake".

Ahh then we went prawning damn fun , but i sure made a fool of myself by pulling the rod so hard that it flew over Emily 's head while she was drinking.And then while putting the new catch into the basket , guess what happen man i dropped the whole basket off back into the catch area. I was damn sure Hui Jun ,Georgina and Emily look at me with big round eyes , cause we took a long time to catch those three prawns but luckily when the Auntie hook up the basket , our big prawn was still there .

And i really threw all my face there.

Then we went to k box at amk , I think kelvin and his gf quarreled again emily and guys weren't happy at all seeing his gf .In the end only me , ghim soon ,vincent and the three of them went to sing.
The $100 that uncle paid me yesterday , is almost done with and ice cream sales isn't good at all these whole week , i have been wasting money to eat dinner outside and my earnings are not even enough for dinner on most days.

Nvm , i will think of a way.
Well i had a great weekend because i didn't need to work and so i spent my Sunday watching dvds and playing dota with him.I must train harder or else always lose to him .

I was so embarrassed on Sunday when i thought i had struck ten thousand dollars and i couldn't imagine how silly and excited i looked waving the scratch card .I can imagine how much a fool i was :D but i won 2 dollars anyway hahas.

My bills are here ,
Great Singapore sale is here , i want to go shopping but unless money grow from trees :( because my bank account is left with pathetic dollars that makes me rack my head on how to survive this coming holidays.



damn free to take these photos hahas.

Bruises but a smiley face



I am here to blog yesterday details :) because its getting a little boring here because this faci is asking a tonne lots of question and its already 3pm .We are only at the 1st group , i am on the fourth group i think enough time to finish this post.

Yesterday skipped school went to his house to wake him up ,damn happy for him MANCHESTER UNITED GOT CHAMPION :)

Headed to Pulau Ubin with Cheun Leong and Tracy ,sounds like double dating right ?Ha has .You guys can't believe that Omg that this is the first ever time i step my feet into this island .You could really imagine me looking around like country pumpkin :D so exciting and i think it has been rather long or the first time i cycled for so long , so long that my butt went blue black :X

and yes ,i had this very good fall .Eh i think it's called an accident rather then fall because i lost control of my bicycle and i had a great fall .

couldn't imagine anything other then blood and sand wrapping my skin .My hands and knees getting scraped off with a sand paper and when i look at my palm i guess it was the biggest shock i ever had.It 's somehow teared :( and it hurts BIG TIME!!!

but i did not cry until when we cycled to the uncle's house when he treated us coconut and offered to help me apply some lotion .It really hurts like hell when he started dabbing it at high speed on my wound like using a spear to pook me in the flesh .Despite my painful wound i really still enjoyed today, i need to maintain my happiness level for long :)

I am amazed i can still type such a long post :oD


sad , tomorrow i can't go for cheerleading training :(
(note to self - grace don't be any clumsier next time )

I have got lot of pictures to post :( wait till i get it from his camera.
good night all !!!

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Happy 21st birthday sweetheart **

It has been days since i last updated my blog , solely because i went to my ideal chalet 3d2n at my haven.

Although i made this promise on his last birthday ,that i would be there with him , the one by his side to blow out the candles when the clock strike twelve.I couldn't but i guess as long as he is happy i shouldn't feel anyway sadder

and so i tell myself to smile :)

On the night of 17th i managed to sneak into St James with the help of Tracy and guys.And i really appreciate them for getting me in by hook or by crook .I couldn't imagine myself sitting outside Powerstation for the whole night until he got home. I really had fun with them, seeing Tracy letting her hair down and everyone so happy.I love the spanish band and all.

The only thing i hate was the Caucasian who came near me.

And then when it was around 4am i saw him outside St James ,he looked double T to me ,tipsy and tired .We went back together where i finally gave him his present , i don't think i need to elaborate on this because i will never forget it.

And if there's one such a day that i got struck by the Alzheimer's disease i hope you would be there to tell me the littlest thing you could remember.



I am glad that my handphone was alright , and i can't describe how scared i was at that moment when i saw my phone being soak in sprite and when it never seem to get started on the main screen when i turned it on.Thank God.

The face of you smiling couldn't be describe with a hundred thousand words , the happiness i saw in your eyes when you got the camera from your poly friends :) and i feel really happy for you , and i really really do .

I hope that was your best birthday you ever had , and i hope i contributed to your smile somehow :)

Happy 21st birthday !!
video making

Today i gave UT a miss ,didn't go to school :( because my hair look damn flat and ugly

like some egyptian :(

spent a good 3 hours at CWP mac and 4 hours at Woodlands library ,all i did was the video , i listened to i-don't-know-how-many-is-consider-many songs and browse through lyrics website looking for the perfect song .Finally i decided to use "thats when i love you " song.


went home straight when the cloock showed 4.30pm ,took a nap at home and continue till midnight.I found out that the more i did the more addictive it drew me .Hahas and i began to wonder whether he will appreciate it .

I think my eyeballs grew watery each time i saw the video becoming more alive and i realise just how naive i was.And i need to continuously struggle with the thought of finishing it .

Because today i promise to myself ,i will never do that again ,never for another person.



off to bed.
bond hair

I look like a china doll now :(

okay today i spent alot alot of money $$$ :X

I so regret printing the jersey since there is just 2 more months and the number will be updated to champion league.Nvm i just hope he likes it , it cost me $120 .I saw the ladies size one damn nice maybe i will get it in near future when i can :)

Anyway i had used up more then 5000 steps while accompanying Cherryn to look for the second hand shop to sell of her jeans.All the way from Peninsular Plaza too Raffles link and then Carlton hotel then ParkMall and then to Paradiz Centre and then back to The Cathay and then finally to Parklane Shopping centre.

Little did we know the location and we ended walking to Paradiz Centre without knowing that Parklane shopping centre was just beside it .We need to thank that passer by too for giving us WRONG DIRECTIONS!!

and also finally i am so glad i am home already because the veins of my poor leg is popping out :(

there's UT tomorrow again , i better start revising because i am an idiot in Visual Basic.And right after that i will work on the video :)

God please grant me more time , because i just stoned in front of the paper wondering what to tell him in the card.
not sick again please

Seriously I don't know why and since when my body had began to feel so defence-less ever since the end of last year. awww curse the virus ,i have been getting sick so frequently like every month and so :( I think i need some herbs or whatever to boost my immune system ,more herbal tea please.

Okay i am back from Walls ,i only work for an hour today and my sales was $16 = $5.50 for me.I thought i nearly faint today , felt so weak can't continue to work so i informed uncle and left early .

As for today's UT ,I did not revise through the 6th presentation its so extremely saddening,my head's in a complete mess when i started reading the questions.I just cross my fingers and hope i don't fail.

Alright tomorrow i am going to the hairdresser for rebonding and after which i will be heading to Peniusular Plaza to get the MANCHESTER UNITED JERSEY for him.Therefore i will be skipping basic science.

I need to go teach the itch in my throat some lesson with some yummy cough mixture now :D
Happy Mother day !

ITS SUNDAY AND MOTHER'S DAY and i am working macdonalds .Awful throat is giving me lumps of pain every single time i swallow my saliva.My head ache for the whole day ever since i started work and the time now is 10pm and its still h-urting :(

Joined my family for dinner at Chye yue fish head curry restaurant where I went with his parents last sunday.Its a nice feeling maybe because we haven't go out to eat for ages.Anyway i really enjoyed the food and togetherness warm of a family today.

OH and suddenly it brings back the happy family card game that i use to play when i was in primary school, i am wondering where the cards are now.

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Rexas *

Today cheerleading was a bit more fun then last week :) except for the part where your partner have to be under you and you have to grab both your partner's ankle to support your weight .After training I went to shop for mother day's gift for your mum and my mum.In the end i only manage to buy for your mum because I realised my account does not have sufficient funds.Its ok i will get my mum's one tomorrow ,since i won't be seeing him tomorrow anywhere.

Accompanied Sean to Khatib gym, this time i made myself a bit of help to him by helping him lift the weights ,and i think i feel myself toning my triceps too.I just realised everytime i go to the gym i only want to hog to the crunches equipment lol.I think thats the only thing i could do best .

Waited for 1 and a half hours and you still aren't here , I don't know whats the point of meeting me at this time because seriously i don't think we can do anything and i rather we don't meet .

bet my wrist will ache like hell tomorrow.


my throat hurts , but you hurt most.

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my throat 's a little sore since yesterday,think i had too much fried food recently especially french fries.

Ahhh today's presentation really is the worst one i ever had so unprepared and i din't have a clue about anything other than internal and external truth.I promised next week shall be better.

Rushed down to BWC immediately after school .I think today is the best manager meeting i had ever had :) we went to K box after meeting.I think it's like damn long since i went to enjoy been full of activities everyday and it's really considered a break for me.The feeling's like i am "frog in a well" ,but certainly we had fun laughing and trying to finish the so-a-lot-of-food .

I forgot to take receipt just now cannot claim store already ,so much for the 1/2hour ride from marina square to bukit batok in cl's car then when i could have reached home by train ,took me an hour and 15 bucks.But never mind i shall treat it as i bought back a bit of happiness.
I saw the Sg flyer while i was in cl 's car,i couldn't imagine more if i was up there ,yes thats going to be on my wishlist.But i need to concentrate on spending my money in a better way .Sigh.

I love everything there,the scenery at the esplanade,the fountains ,and he came into my mind when i saw Carl Jr ,it brought me back to my 16 birthday and then seeing Fullerton hotel .Whenever i hear the name verbally or see it , It brings me back to that moment where he use to tell me how much he love the place and how much he wanted a suite there and his wedding to be held over there .Hmmm he hasn't call for a time considered long and i am wondering if he will soon.

okay i need to rest ,cheerleading tomorrow i bet my back will have a good stretch.

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folly ,now what?*

This is the feeling that i never like more than anything else.Sean , and i know you knew it all along .But some things will be best left unspoken before you eventually let someone drown in their own tears.Not every guy is like you and not every girl is like me,and not everybody have the same religion.You will never understand and experience this tormenting feeling.
True Yoga

Just came home from Yoga trial at True Yoga, went with Jonathan .The class was damn funny .Can't imagine i am going for yoga lesson Omg , and when the music was playing ,i can't help stopoing the laughter from coming out even when i am closing my eyes.The class was peaceful with only the music and the teacher and I was trying to force down the gigglings down my throat.Especially when the male teacher keep emphasising on breathing in and out and the scene was like all adults and robotic seriously i don't know why i was there in the first place :D but i did have a good laugh.

And i was sure at that moment i was racking my head hard on who was the friend of mine that signed up my name.But at the end of the lesson i had this nice feeling like a good stretch.Thanks anyway, because i don't think any other guys would ever come down even if it's your own bf.
There's Enterprise UT test tomorrow .Got to sleep,i waited long enough don't think he will be calling.



Takes time

Actually that i wanted to spend time with him,alone.I thought we had out day all planned but it wasn't.I have no idea how it ended up that we met up with them.Collecting my ezlink card was more like an excuse that i needed to see him.Anyway he did accompanied me to do so.Thanks :) We went to Vivo city with Nick and Cl ,had Marche.Damn nice :) although the price was expensive ,i love the hot cross bun.Say he went to St.James with Cl and all after that, i had to go home because of two reasons . sigh

I am still 2 months to eighteen;underage.

Second reason is because my outfit is too casual and i don't look like eighteen in any sense.

This time i ain't disappointed and i think this is the first time i think i ever manage to do that on my long journey home.The only thing that comforted me was him going clubbing with Cl and guys.I think i will spent the whole night worried and frightened if he was going with otherwise.

I hate the feeling of being put aside by you , can't help feeling sad of my place in your heart at times but at least i know today that you felt sorry although maybe you shouldn't be.Anyway i hope you would reach home safely.Got to sleep , tomorrow's my first cheerleading training and i am feeling a bit of excitement here.