What about today?

There isn't anything to talk about class today.Faci ,Chan Cheng did'nt turn up so there was another faci to take over him , named Pearl. And the first thought that came to me was actually Pearl Harbour Haha .Hmm let me recall ,many of my classmates did'nt turn up today ,and lesson finished at 3.20pm it's like 1 hour earlier which was first ever record!! :) and it was good cause i was really hungry and tired.

So me and Xiu Ling went to CWP,had lunch at KFC.

We talked a lot ,

Laughed like crazy and i think that was the reason i keep feeling that uncomfortable burping while we went shop sighting .Too much air ,and guess what have i found out from Xiu Ling? How to recognise the thigh ,ribs and breast meat for the kfc chicken because they look similar to me .

And one more gross but interesting thing which is that the most awful type of meat is the taste of human. And she told me it was because human eat pig,chicken,cow,duck,deer,fish and one more i could think of is frogs. Eww ,but shouldn't that make humans more tasty ? So many ingredients , hey hey don't get me wrong man i ain't a cannibal,just a sudden thought.LOL!

Anyway i just thought that people from China would be the most awful taste of all because they eat rabbits ,mouse anything they can lay their hands .

I just realised that i brought nearly everyone to that BEAUTIFUL shop call Lovely Deart at level 4 whoever it is , because i really think it's pretty :) and no matter how many times i go i don't get sick of it .

Xiu Ling kept insisting that the bigger the carebear the nicer but i still see that the carebear that i owned now is the perfect size cute :) the big one got a bulging out nose and looks fat.

so my post is so detailed because Xiu Ling say my previous posts too summarized ,i really got the mood to blog today no rush except for some beauty sleep for my vivid eye circles .

I am done with cognitive for tomorrow's UT.



I am wondering which part of the jungle in Tekong he is in now , and trying to imagine how dark it is , how many mosquitoes have bit him ,what he is doing this minute and i hope his ears don't hurt anymore or else i will be worrying like yesterday night till i can't fall asleep.

here i come, dear bed.





Steam Boat

This was suppose to be posted last friday, 27 June 2008.Hahas because i wasn't free enough to blog ,and so i met up with Gladys and went back to PHS to get our testimonial.Wow couldn't really believe what Miss Ang wrote but i guess that's what testimonials suppose to be.

Gladys and me were playing the prime suspects until the security guard came over and asked me to stop my laptop charging.Took many pictures with my laptop ,school has really changed a lot.There are even bottled vending machines now ,and school itself looks prettier .

After which we went to meet other classmates and went for steamboat at Ang Mo Kio.Alright Gladys is really a big eater lol.It's nice seeing all of them , for a moment i guess it just shows me everyone is on their own path .Different schools , different lives but seeing them laugh and talk brings back this closeness.

People out there please upload pictures :D
PS. Si Min , Gladys , Min Min

Labels: 5 Agape gathering

Fizzy soda in one gulp *

I could see that he was trying to make up to me talking to me on the phone but i couldn't stop feeling a bit disappointed.After all i was only waiting for today to end so i could see him first tomorrow morning.But he need to help Daniel because he was admitted to hospital for appendix .It's alright ,at least it wasn't some other heartless reason.Maybe I should sleep now since he isn't going home but his friend's chalet.

On the other hand i thought he was going to visit Daniel for awhile before heading home and i was on msn waiting to see B&S through the webcam. As for tomorrow ,I don't feel like staying at home neither do i feel like going anywhere else too :(

I hope he take care and please don't burn his lungs away at the chalet.

I can't quite figure out why i can't keep my eyes off you.
How?

Had only like 5 hours of sleep today , after going down to Dr8 for Nick Bong's birthday last night, i think i could feel my stomach burn after drinking that awful beer and that i don;t know whats the name of that liquor i drank.I feel so damn tired finished work at 5.30pm but i couldn't leave because i haven't finished updating the EMC thing and I had to call so many stores to check whether i could ST onion ring box from them.And finally when i was done with it , it was already 7pm.

Went to Sun plaza to check my LG KF600 again and there's still no stock , i feel like getting the secret label 750 but its like $338 !! Shake head * Damn broke but i don't know how i can work more without my mum nagging , without me having to choose between seeing him or working.If i don't have a penny i wouldn't be able to see him , but if i have more i can't see him too.Sigh got to plan some advance schedule now .
Movies worth watching a not?


Xiu Ling asked me to check whether this website goes true for me, half of it was so true except for the money part hahas so i guess you guys should try it out too here you go http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com

I had watched like two movies for two consecutive days ,don't mess with the Zohan and Wanted.I don't really like Wanted because i was like sitting at the second row and that show was real action, good graphic which my head twirl and makes me feel so giddy and uncomfortable .It was kind of gory and i don't like all the blood and gun shootings and i pity my poor ears after the whole movie but it was a nice plot.Better don't miss don't mess with the Zohan because its really lame but hilarious and so much WORTH watching !!! :D although i become rather broke after that but i guess i need to pamper myself once in awhile or i will risk getting nagged by Georgina for not treating myself better then him.

Lets talk about school ..

Okay i kind of hate Visual Basics more than usual,hmm maybe it's just today and i really need to buck up on it anyway.Oh ya there's this push carts and fairs in school , and they are selling really some good stuffs like the laptop skins that i saw for only $14 tomorrow is the last day , alright i shall go search for the name card now and look out for any skins that i might like first :)

I wanna fall asleep faster today because i have been feeling more sleepy in the day then night for the past several days.

Labels: movies

meet-ups :)

I have noticed how every week's enterprise lesson goes and i can even picture it for future lessons to come.I have never seen anyone who doesn't laugh at how our faciliator behaves everytime she starts to laugh at her own jokes ,it really makes us giggle like silly dolls.When i look around the class , imagine those trying to silence their laughter and some who are half pissed off .Lol anyway i think thats her way of teaching .Well she seem to have a great heap of energy and actions :D thats what makes her unique anyway.

Went for psychology talk after school with Xiu Ling , was kind of pondering back to the time O level results came out and how much i thought of taking up private course for psychology.
But its okay ,i guess thats when i realised the importance of making up on a choice.The talk was nice , so much areas of studies.

Anyway met up with Si min and Georgina at town.Ate Long John and some window shopping.My webcam couldn't work so couldn't take pictures with it so we used George's phone instead.Hahas and we took so long to get a few shots done because of the lightings and awful pictures which makes us took so many shots.

I wish i could get that pair of sandals.I need to get myself a backpack.Si min's one damn nice.Saw a few nice tops but guess i wouldn't wanna spend on those for school now.

Alright let me do some other things now .Bye
47 questions to quench my boredom

1. Do you hate the last guy you were talking to?
- nope because it Dharma.

2. When is the last time you took a nap?
- eh yesterday afternoon ?

3. Do you only drink bottled water?
- nope i drink from a cup or a jug haha

4. What are you listening to right now?
- I'll never love like this again

5. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- More than 2 mins ? that will be Leslie :)

6. To text you?
- Jonathan

7. To send you a Myspace message?
- ?

8. What's on your mind most today?
- presentation slides and my phone

9. Something that happened today that made you angry?
- i am cool :D

10. Have you dated anyone on your top friends?
- erm yea?

11. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
- I hide more then talk about it.

12. Do you wear makeup?
- yes

13. Are you missing someone?
- kind of?

14. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- yes

15. What instant messaging service do you use?
- msn /smsing

16. Would you date with your brothers best friend?
- nope.

18. What color is your hair?
- black with some brown? not sure how to describe the colour.

19. Where was the last place you hugged someone?
- his house .

20. Is there anything you want/have to say to your ex?
- nah

21. What do you want most right now?
- for him to be free to reply me

22. What are you doing tonight?
- chilling out at town with si min :)

23. Are you happy right now?
- Satisfied .

24. Is your phone right beside you?
- nope right in front of me :p

25. Are you cold?
- freaking colder then usual.

26. What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
- next month instead of next few months hahaha my birthday ?

27. First thing you do when you wake up?
- off my hp alarm

28. What does your best friend call you?
- Grace ?

29. Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
- snowing would sound more romantic compared to thunderstorm

30. When was the last time you couldn't stop laughing?
- when my laugh -o-meter is super high ? can't remember :D

31. Have you ever kissed just a friend?
- yes ,forced too .

32. Have you ever fought for the opposite sex?
- nope.

33. Ever dyed your hair?
- yes

34. Do you cry a lot?
- Lesser nowadays.

35. Are you good at keeping secrets?
- trust me

36. Did you participate in gym class?
- yoga yes but not gym class

39. What does your last text message in your inbox say?
- haha...haha..You really make me laugh out after seeing your message loh.. :) i love you bali .. :) dated 27 March 2007 at 7.50am

40. Do you crack your knuckles?
- never

41. Have you ever been in love?
- yes

43. Have you ever kissed in a pool?
- yes.

44. What kind of tattoos do you want/have?
- not really interested

45. Do you give special ringtones to certain people?
- Yes ,for him and my family and certain friends.

47. What will you eat next?
- wish i had fries :)
Time flies

I just talked to Winnie on msn , she seem alright cheerful which was a good thing ,because i bet Charlotte will also be smiling inside .We talked about so the past and everything so funny because i forgot who was there at her house that particular day during secondary two.She showed me a number of websites to shop at and Victoria secret sure has pretty lingerie .I like that yellow dress man pretty sweet.Hahas anyway time flies and soon i hope i would be able to see charlotte's photo.

Do take care in the meanwhile alright if you are reading this Winnie :)
it's got to be better

Here i am home now , had a great cognitive lesson because class ended so soon at 3.30pm , everybody in class seems to be getting sick and the best thing is the virus came from me ,super guilty even my mum and 2nd bro is down on flu.And it just makes me feel so uneasy whenever i hear mum's sick trembling voice.Sigh

Aww.I am so damn sad to find out that the LG KF600 phone is out of stock :( was so so enthu that i rushed off after school to sun plaza with my 4th bro .It just seems i always have a problem with getting the things that i want :( super sad full stop
monday go away :D

I just read Si Min's blog , hahaha and i really miss those times where we meet and talk .I am glad that we are finally gonna meet this friday.I miss you guys.Sorry to whom that i promise to meet especially Si Min and Gladys !!! You guys got to accept my apologies ok?

I just changed my msn nick again after reading the NAKED magazine that was given out outside RP.I think it's nice and a very sweet phrase.Sure after thinking for quite some time i understood thats true love. And no matter what , i would still hold on and maybe even tighter(:

True love does not come by finding the perfect person ,but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly

There are so many times where i wish that everyday starts with Saturday and Sunday because that would mean that i would not miss you that much.But i think that monday , tuesday ,wednesday , thursday and friday plays a very important role because it always brings our feelings to the highest peak :)

ok i better start to do my slides first.
BWC crew outing

Here i go :) my eyes are so in pain now because i have been wearing my contact lens for the whole day .I just got home from Sentosa , went to sand bar with tracy ,cl and him .

I like beach bars !! because thats where you feel the sand directly under your toes , and you can kick and shuffle with the sand :)

the music they play there those beach music you hear in Sentosa is the best :) and

the waves that never fail to hit the shores :) and there's the whole piece of dark blue sky with so many stars except for the three stars in the straight line which i did not manage to see, but still its ok .

When me and tracy arrived , the outing was like about to end and they were like asking me why i was so late and they make me feel as if i miss out a lot of fun.
But its ok , i guess i really did but what can i do ? I can't afford to skip another time until the next semester ends.

oh yeah i just realised something ,i know its random hahaha i simply am not a person that is interested in modules which requires a certain calculation or step to work out.Modules like culture and cognitive fits me more because i like to know that i can think freely instead of doing things like a robotic machine and squeeze through a small pathway in life.And i like today's culture lesson although i don't look like i care a bit much but i paid more attention :)

Alright i miss my timing to sleep its 12:26am now .Aww.




I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

Labels: sentosa

Boring Thursday

I am late for UT and i did not have time to finish it as well.Did not manange to study yesterday night because i had to help Cherryn do the video.

I have got a very bad feeling for today's UT (computing and mathematical) All about probability. And it's what i hate most . I skipped the UT the other time so i am left with 3 compulsory UT that i must attend and score well if not my GPA will go down for this module.Dear Grace ,its time you take this seriously.

Anyway there was some O2 fair in school today everything going so cheap and tomorrow is the last day.I think its time for me to take more effort in looking after my skin.
I am looking forward to tomorrow crew outing :) but maybe it is Sentosa that i miss more.
Who would treasure all these?*
I am right beside him ,when i start to wonder whether looking at him sleeping is the best comfort i can find now.
I wonder whether the "everything is ok" face that i put on everytime i leave my house is worth it all.When mum say that my house is a hotel for me and i am never a day home.They have never tried to understand me ,or had i went overboard?I feel like i haven't done anything right for the past few years.Here i am doing so much for this guy and there my family is against everything i do.But i refuse to let myself get stuck in between and sometimes maybe its too much to take.Maybe i am just plain naive to do all these things.

Sacrifices that he will never see in my eyes.His happy-go-lucky nature ,and i hope he always remain this way although i know it doesn't feel good at all .And i guess this is life , there are times you can choose but there are also times where events control the road that you walk.

my eyes are stinging and i just feel like listening to braveheart now.

Does anybody know this feeling of despair
When you really love someone
When You really care
it's hard to walk away
When I really wanna stay with you
Does anybody know it tears you up inside
When you tried to decide
Between what's wrong and right
Gotta know for sure
That my love aint coming back no more
Sweaty day

I was late for work today , fell asleep in the bus and miss my stop just when i opened my eyes.I think i am seriously not having enough sleep and i feel as if i have slept for only a few minutes when i wake up in the morning these few days.I need to rest early today super exhausted ,met up with Rui Qi and Xiu Ling just now at the basketball court outside Singapore sports school.Didn't really played long because i was wearing my uniform and i found out my shoes teared a little when we were about to go home .Rui Qi went off first.

I think i killed two wasps when i accidentally stepped on them while playing.Lols
Then went to Causeway point to get some finger food before we went separate ways.
I am super sleepy now.

he just called me and told me he had finished his 60km recce wealk. I guess he must be super tired so we did not chat long :) have a good night sleep sweet.

every star in the sky;they make me think of you.

Best of me

Dear blog , I guess i am becoming lazier each day to blog :D haha or maybe because its the holidays and school means more time to blog? Or maybe its because i am working mac these few days and it has become a rountine with nothing new, happening except for a few more angry and unsatisfied customers that i don't think its worth getting me upset.

hmmms

and that's when he was searching for his camera.
Went over to his house on Saturday watched "license to wed" with him although its the second time i am watching it .I like that show alot ,a really touching ending.Played Dota and Heros together with him before leaving to meet Cherryn, Wei Long and Shui Long at town .

Slept at 4am last night and woke up at 7am.I was tipsy yesterday and recalling on the glasses of chivas i gulp down after playing the finger guessing game with them.I can't bear to think about how much more of those alcohol still stayed in my body after throwing up yesterday till my throat feels so hoarse now.My eye circles are showing. Help!

And today went with him to meet up with Michelle,Chit Loong , Tina at AMK hub then went to S11 had western food for lunch.I like the stupid exaggerated face that he makes while he's talking and the cold jokes that Chit Loong cracked.Lol.Walked around and then headed back to his house.

There he goes have to book in again :}
I hope he take good care for tomorrow's 60km walk.And this song "best of me" is for Mr Teo :)

I 'll go wait for his call and tell him good night before i have a good night sleep.Yawn*


Sometimes words are hard to find
I'm looking for that perfect line
To let you know your always on my mind
ya this is love - n' i've learned enough to know
i'm never lettin' go
no, no, no - won't let go

When you want it - When you need it
You'll always have the bets of me
I can't help it - believe it
You'll always get the best of me

I may not always know whats right
But I know I want you here tonight
Gonna make this moment last for all your life
Oh ya this is love - n' it really means so much
I can tell from every touch
no, no, no - can't get enough

When You want it - When you need it
You'll always have the best of me
I can't help it - believe it
You'll always get the best of me

mad day makes me mad

I just reach home from work .I smelled of green tea mcflurry which was been blandered all over my shirt while doing it for this customer who insisted on tasting it.

and i was super irritated by this crew who keeps finding offence in everything i do and i think if i weren't wearing the manager uniform i would have given her a punch in the face.I have to swallow up my pride despite being so humiliated. It's really hard to get the crew to do things sometimes especially when they keep thinking you are out to get them.And it pissed me and upset me at the same time.

but still i will persevere. HA

i am super hungry now.just ate a dumpling ,
and wondering how's he doing in his outfield .
money hurts.

Went downstairs to chit chat with Georgina for awhile ,we talked about life and yeah sometimes i really began to understood why money was so important to people and how it can reign your life.But i prayed and thanked God that i never go frenzy over money and never my top priority although sometimes i find myself so broke at times like that.

tomorrow morning will be heading to Sentosa with Hui Jun and Xiao Li.Glad*

I hope your ear will be alright , dirty fellow who always don't dig your ears now your ears got you in this condition and i can't talk to you over the phone despite wanting to talk to you :(

you are in my mind*