Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 9:13 PM
small heartthrobsFinally i get to rest today ,I am at his house now browsing music videos in youtube while he is lying on his parents' bed helping his dad with Sudoku.Earlier on we went to downtown east.Because of my stupid so tight swimming suit,that i can't squeeze into, i had to watch Cheun Leong and him swim.The funniest thing is when he told me to use plaster , i really wanted to shake his brains out.
Everything was fine not until i heard your conversation with cheun leong of how often you smoke in camp.At that moment what your hand was holding,it really upset me.Sometimes i think that it's not what you can't see that makes you sad instead it's having see your loved one doing something harmful yet there's nothing you can do.I so regret what i have done in the past , is this the same application ,God?
I am sorry.
Nevertheless i still love you how you always exaggerate about the pain especially today when you hit your table and got blood flowing out. It made me want to press even harder on the wound :) actually everytime.You are the first one to have the snoopy plaster pasted on , be honoured okay!
First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny you've got me on my knees
JennyIt's killing me