the littlest things that take me there,
i know it sounds lame but it's so true
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a grim introduction
hello and welcome to four-days.blogspot.com.
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this layout is inspired by themisprojected.
according to the dictionary of Grace Gian
going eighteen Foolishly in love.
To love and know myself.
I am more to outdoors.
Can be real noisy and high at times.
Sometimes i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.
I view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
weighting and planning
Nintendo Ds
LG Secret KF750
Army Black Backpack
A pair of Pointe shoes
Change my adidas watch strap
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
On board Superstar Virgo
Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 11:24 PM
For better or worst *
I am sorry for making a scene to SAFRA ,for sulking and my ignorance ,letting you make a fool of yourself.I know i am blowing up your brain at the same time.I find it very hard to look at you and explain my anger because sometimes i think it is obvious that you have at least some idea why i was angry in the first place.I guess it keeps making me sad when you keep repeating the same old things that always makes me upset.It really just make me want to ignore you when you tried to cheer me up.
I've always felt you know what you did.I always thought you know you do things that made me upset and then come making up to me.Not until today did i know that you have no idea at all.The days that we wasted quarreling away ,the times that make me sad.The image is this, with you getting pissed off trying to figure out what you have done wrong but at the same time trying to cheer me,me ignoring you thinking you were guilty and trying to cheer me up.Should i be laughing over this or feeling stupid all over again or did we somehow had our communication cut off on our way.
& I finally had the guts to tell you how i feel about that.It really put me on the spot for a time considered long enough and i don't think you know i feel trapped.I might be a bit late in saying it but i did the right thing to my own principle.Despite anything else i feel scared and threatened, I don't want to be setting a time bomb on our relationship.I really hope you understand because this really took a lot of determination to begin and to stop.I don't want you to misunderstood my meaning too , but i have to tell you i have to restrain myself too sometimes.
the littlest things that take me there,