For better or worst *






I am sorry for making a scene to SAFRA ,for sulking and my ignorance ,letting you make a fool of yourself.I know i am blowing up your brain at the same time.I find it very hard to look at you and explain my anger because sometimes i think it is obvious that you have at least some idea why i was angry in the first place.I guess it keeps making me sad when you keep repeating the same old things that always makes me upset.It really just make me want to ignore you when you tried to cheer me up.

I've always felt you know what you did.I always thought you know you do things that made me upset and then come making up to me.Not until today did i know that you have no idea at all.The days that we wasted quarreling away ,the times that make me sad.The image is this, with you getting pissed off trying to figure out what you have done wrong but at the same time trying to cheer me,me ignoring you thinking you were guilty and trying to cheer me up.Should i be laughing over this or feeling stupid all over again or did we somehow had our communication cut off on our way.

& I finally had the guts to tell you how i feel about that.It really put me on the spot for a time considered long enough and i don't think you know i feel trapped.I might be a bit late in saying it but i did the right thing to my own principle.Despite anything else i feel scared and threatened, I don't want to be setting a time bomb on our relationship.I really hope you understand because this really took a lot of determination to begin and to stop.I don't want you to misunderstood my meaning too , but i have to tell you i have to restrain myself too sometimes.

Because i love you .

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It's really such a sacrifice*

Don't tell me you would go to Sentosa with me if all you gonna do when you wake up is groan that it is too far away or you are tired.You chose to stay up for soccer watching late and wake up late.These are times when i don't know if u are trying to tell me just where i stand in your life. When we were supposed to be at Sentosa and here i am here waiting for you to wake up to get the pig painted,waiting for a clearer view of how fun today will be.I really can't see .I really don't know if i love you too much.But now is this hate here ? Part of me just want to leave your house but these pair of legs just won't leave.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

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PS , I love you*


I think today have been a rather memorable day for me despite just sleeping for 3 hours yesterday just for decorating the so-called card.The moment i enjoyed most was the one when we lie on the bed to read PS.I LOVE YOU book together :) I din't know he was like more tired then me after the book ,my eyes wanted to continue sleeping too but I managed to get a hold of my eyes.The countless attempts of trying to pull him out of his slumber is often stopped by the sound of his wheezing breathing.Still ,i woke him up ,because i really don't want to have no time for the movie PS.I LOVE YOU.The sight of him sleeping now makes me wanna giggle.Anyway I still hope he really appreciate the KENYA jacket even though i know he likes the BAHAMAS one.When my next pay period comes , i should go get one for myself too.

After he booked in , i went over to royce's house to join my classmates.There's so many things that i wished i could do and go all the time.I am having a better view of
how i prioritize my life now.Whenever i reflect i see things that don't seem right.

Love makes a person childish ,brain stuck,unable to move.Alright Love controls the body.

Hmmms i know my gifts will be chuck around in someplace,someday.But all i wish is at least one day when u see the dust that gathers around and think back of old times ,you will
remember me still.
Please don't forget the presents i gave you again.The white shirt with red design was for last christmas.

I think i will love you again and again everyday.

Love you till the end

I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end

I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

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